Well, another day went by all because i overdid the internet. I pretty much exhausted JesuOtaku's videos, the recent 'Until We Win' by Lordkat that feature Earth Worm Jim and a slew of other things. I feel like crap, mainly because i let the day slip away and watched more videos that i should just do in moderation. While I have to chock a lot of it the JesuOtaku videos, I have no one to blame but myself. The thing i have to do is just not do any of this, the problem is it become routine and it's difficult for me to break from a routine.
I'm in constant need for the internet, hence why i call it an addiction. What i need to do is get my but out of bed ealiry and find something more constructive to do. I did plan on reading up on some short stories and comment about them here but as usual, that never fell through.
Tomorrow is a school day and I am looking forward to it, I just need to walk away from the internet. I have to really do it now, test myself. Right now, i'm going to get some air.
I have to stop bitching, if i'm well aware of my addiction, then i have to learn to fight it. And boy do I despise the Firefox spell check. The word i want is not even listed but put the misspelling through Google and boom, I get the proper spell. Oh Well, it's time for me to walk away . . . just walk away . . .
Sunday, November 15, 2009
I WISH I COULD QUIT YOU!!!
Wow, yesterday was odd but expected. After my anti-virus was done scanning i just went on an internet binge. It was to the point where i realized that my brain was turning to mush and i was watching the same videos i watched last week. And it doesn't help that i found someone new to watch known as JesuOtaku at TGWTG, someone who gave xxxHolic a very fair and rather deep review. It was honestly the first time i've seen an anime review that was at the same level of professionalism as Bennet the Sage. I then found her youtube page:
http://www.youtube.com/user/Husse67
So yeah, a new place for me to binge it up. You know, i should start making a log on how much time i waste on the internet, maybe even talk about my reaction to some of the videos out there.
Like the Distressed Watcher for instance:
http://thatguywiththeglasses.com/videolinks/teamt/dw/tf/13566-ep08
I like what he said at the very end. I know is not very liked but that's because he's brutally honest. Hollywood has excossted what we can do with special effects and we don't need more movies to prove what we can do. My feeling are mutual, Hollywood should give special effects a brake, I hate the special effects of Bay's Transformers not become they are bad (they are impressive) but they are overused to the point where by the time the climatic fight takes place, it just bores me. Bay's movies are a rollercoster but they also desensitize the audience. That's why hollywood believe they need to make things bigger and better which to be quite frank, is an idea that's gotten old as well.
The trailers look awesome, don't get me wrong, however TOO often I have found the trailers to be better then the movies themselves. You know, it use to be that the movie trailers were dull but they at least did their job of getting people into the theater AND they didn't threated to be better then the movies they were advertising.
People will argue that hollywood has run out of ideas and it's hard not to argue against that but I believe that this is true with every generation of movies that come out. There will always be the fade shit that stinks up the screen, make a shit ton of movie but never be heard of again. Case in point, Film Brain's review of 'The Jazz Singer':
http://www.thatguywiththeglasses.com/videolinks/teamt/fbv/bmbe/12820-jazzsing
But then comes at least one movie that stands the test of time and proves to be more successful in the long term. Sadly, in america, the long term is hinted at but never fully taken into account. It's always about the here and now and that's why these shitty special effect movies are here to stay.
http://www.youtube.com/user/Husse67
So yeah, a new place for me to binge it up. You know, i should start making a log on how much time i waste on the internet, maybe even talk about my reaction to some of the videos out there.
Like the Distressed Watcher for instance:
http://thatguywiththeglasses.com/videolinks/teamt/dw/tf/13566-ep08
I like what he said at the very end. I know is not very liked but that's because he's brutally honest. Hollywood has excossted what we can do with special effects and we don't need more movies to prove what we can do. My feeling are mutual, Hollywood should give special effects a brake, I hate the special effects of Bay's Transformers not become they are bad (they are impressive) but they are overused to the point where by the time the climatic fight takes place, it just bores me. Bay's movies are a rollercoster but they also desensitize the audience. That's why hollywood believe they need to make things bigger and better which to be quite frank, is an idea that's gotten old as well.
The trailers look awesome, don't get me wrong, however TOO often I have found the trailers to be better then the movies themselves. You know, it use to be that the movie trailers were dull but they at least did their job of getting people into the theater AND they didn't threated to be better then the movies they were advertising.
People will argue that hollywood has run out of ideas and it's hard not to argue against that but I believe that this is true with every generation of movies that come out. There will always be the fade shit that stinks up the screen, make a shit ton of movie but never be heard of again. Case in point, Film Brain's review of 'The Jazz Singer':
http://www.thatguywiththeglasses.com/videolinks/teamt/fbv/bmbe/12820-jazzsing
But then comes at least one movie that stands the test of time and proves to be more successful in the long term. Sadly, in america, the long term is hinted at but never fully taken into account. It's always about the here and now and that's why these shitty special effect movies are here to stay.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
So . . . yah! Addiction!!!
I am so addicted to the Internet. I couldn't even wait until saturday to browse, most of my friday evening was filled with browsing, and i ended up watching he same videos again. I think my addiction revolves around having a visual stimulus and I tried to watch TV instead of the internet, but I only have network TV and let me tell you, network TV borderlines on sucking. There are some shows that are intriguing but they are rarer then Mew. In fact, I use to have an addiction towards TV but now that addiction has been replaced with the internet. Really, what i need to do is have my reading and writing as the new addiction but they are not visual stimulus and that is the kind of thing my brain gets addicted to.
I have an idea to what I can do for today, maybe talking about some of my usual haunts online and my anti-virus is running. Excuse me . . .
I have an idea to what I can do for today, maybe talking about some of my usual haunts online and my anti-virus is running. Excuse me . . .
Friday, November 13, 2009
Essay no more!
Well i went to my professor and had a few superficial things to correct. Other then that, the darn thing is turned in and I'm almost home free. After todays discussion on American Romanticism, I am having second thoughts about my original idea for the final essay.
Edgar Allen Poe is my favorite author and he falls under the credentials for the final paper but I might try something a bit unorthodox. If my prof approves of the idea though, then i'm home free and on the flip side, I'll be reading a lot of Poe's work and will most like put my thoughts of each work on the blog.
For now i'm taking the rest of the day with ease, i feel like a weight is lifted off my shoulder and it's nice outside. If you haven't figured out yet, i'm not one of those nerds that can stay indoors all day, i have to go out every-now and then or else cabin fever settles in. Oh and a weekend aproaches, woot!!!
Edgar Allen Poe is my favorite author and he falls under the credentials for the final paper but I might try something a bit unorthodox. If my prof approves of the idea though, then i'm home free and on the flip side, I'll be reading a lot of Poe's work and will most like put my thoughts of each work on the blog.
For now i'm taking the rest of the day with ease, i feel like a weight is lifted off my shoulder and it's nice outside. If you haven't figured out yet, i'm not one of those nerds that can stay indoors all day, i have to go out every-now and then or else cabin fever settles in. Oh and a weekend aproaches, woot!!!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
W00T! Wild Essay Captured
well, i managed to finish my essay. I'm going to meet my professor during his office hours and if there is anything further i need to do, i'll have enough time before class to finish. This thing was insane and by all means it shouldn't be, thankfully my panic was the ultimate fuel my attention needed to stick with the essay. Although i did break to go outside and even catch some interesting shows on PBS, i still managed to get the bastard done. I still feel anxious, after all my prof could lay some bad news on me. And for some reason, all my USB drive went missing so i have to borrow one from someone else. Many what a crazy day, there were moments i though i just say 'screw it' but i stuck to my guns.
Now if only I had the same determination with my personal writing as i did with that essay. I'd probably have written a dictionary size novel by now. And i do have one more paper left to do and it's going to be even crazier then the last 2 because it's supposedly a combo of both.
I've made a decision, and if i make this vow on this blog i have to follow it, that i will cut down my internet browsing only to saturdays during my time with the final essay. I feel as if i've been overdoing it lately and should take a breather, i might even skip this coming saturday, it depends on my mood. I have to be prepared with this next essay, as much as panic helps keep my focus i would rather battle the next one with small strokes rather then one big stroke.
For now, i'm going to enjoy the rest of this day (which is now night) with some good old MASH. Peace!
Now if only I had the same determination with my personal writing as i did with that essay. I'd probably have written a dictionary size novel by now. And i do have one more paper left to do and it's going to be even crazier then the last 2 because it's supposedly a combo of both.
I've made a decision, and if i make this vow on this blog i have to follow it, that i will cut down my internet browsing only to saturdays during my time with the final essay. I feel as if i've been overdoing it lately and should take a breather, i might even skip this coming saturday, it depends on my mood. I have to be prepared with this next essay, as much as panic helps keep my focus i would rather battle the next one with small strokes rather then one big stroke.
For now, i'm going to enjoy the rest of this day (which is now night) with some good old MASH. Peace!
Wild Essay Approaches
Well, today is the last day to do my essay. I would have done it before but I've been procrastinating a lot. Plus it don't help when i meet up with some old friends from my university and one of those friends talks about the sci-fi horror game, 'Dead Space.' I saw 20 minutes of a Lets play of that game and it's one of those deals where you think you forgotten about something but time goes on and someone or something reminds you of what you tried to forget.
He mentioned the phrase 'make us whole again' which came up only once when watching the LP but still was unnerving. The images and 'music' were bone chilling as well. Seeing that Bazerker Running around on the bridge and watching Isaac loose oxygen in space, his body floating towards the dead moon but before he leaves the ship, one of the monsters rips off his leg with ease and runs off with it like a happy dog with a bone.
Then there is that damn music, freaking hell man. It's like that one scene from The Dark Knight when the Joker crashes Bruce's party and threaten Rachael. That one, dragged out cord from a violin is unnerving enough but when a video game's music composes nothing but that, that's when it's time to just walk the hell away.
I'll give the developers of that game credit, it does succeed is scaring the piss out of the play or anyone who watches the game play. I really shouldn't be talking about this crap right now before doing an essay, hell most of what i did see of Dead Space probably wasn't the worst of it and by all means should not scare me. I guess you could call it therapy and readying myself for the coming storm.
Oh and when i think of Dead Space i think of the DS comic's cover. That shit is freaky. I wont link to it directly but i'll link you to I-Mockery's weeklies page so you can hunt for it yourself.
http://www.i-mockery.com/weeklies/
I think what it is, is the fact i haven't been working on my essay much and I uses my fear of Dead Space to justify why my stomach and nerves are in knots. I have been working on it but a good chuck of it remains and i haven't slept right for the last couple of days.
You know, i'm wasting energy on this and should got get something to eat. I'll come back when my essay is done, wish me luck!
He mentioned the phrase 'make us whole again' which came up only once when watching the LP but still was unnerving. The images and 'music' were bone chilling as well. Seeing that Bazerker Running around on the bridge and watching Isaac loose oxygen in space, his body floating towards the dead moon but before he leaves the ship, one of the monsters rips off his leg with ease and runs off with it like a happy dog with a bone.
Then there is that damn music, freaking hell man. It's like that one scene from The Dark Knight when the Joker crashes Bruce's party and threaten Rachael. That one, dragged out cord from a violin is unnerving enough but when a video game's music composes nothing but that, that's when it's time to just walk the hell away.
I'll give the developers of that game credit, it does succeed is scaring the piss out of the play or anyone who watches the game play. I really shouldn't be talking about this crap right now before doing an essay, hell most of what i did see of Dead Space probably wasn't the worst of it and by all means should not scare me. I guess you could call it therapy and readying myself for the coming storm.
Oh and when i think of Dead Space i think of the DS comic's cover. That shit is freaky. I wont link to it directly but i'll link you to I-Mockery's weeklies page so you can hunt for it yourself.
http://www.i-mockery.com/weeklies/
I think what it is, is the fact i haven't been working on my essay much and I uses my fear of Dead Space to justify why my stomach and nerves are in knots. I have been working on it but a good chuck of it remains and i haven't slept right for the last couple of days.
You know, i'm wasting energy on this and should got get something to eat. I'll come back when my essay is done, wish me luck!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Reading Reaper Update 11/11/09
Wow! Posting my first article here was interesting. I learned a valuble lesson, posting pictures can be a pain but they are well worth it. When I inserted a picture, the html code ended up at the beginning of the article which meant I had to move the code to where I wanted it. I still think it was worth it though, I prefer articles with pictures. It adds a little more life to the work and keeps the reader from getting bored. What really bums me out is that I cannot add popup text to the pictures. I original added some corny jokes it, mainly because I like the little jokes some authors uses with pictures. I was going to put them in the article as captions but I'm not sure how that would look so for future artciles, I'm going to use the pics from RR#1 and put some captions below them in a style I hope works. This means though . . . I have to relive moving them, oi . . . HERE WE GO!!!!
that is a thing, it's called a book
Okay, so even in the 'Compose' section in the posting editor, the picture ends up at the beginning of the article. I still have to move the code because the compose section's scroller doesn't move when panning a picture. Which means i have to move the code in the html editor. At least i can still copy and paste the code where i want it.
And i just realized something, if i want to post a sequence of pictures, i would have to post the last pic first, post the sequence backwards and after the first is inserted then put in my opening monologue. Live and Learn I guess, at least i came up with a more efficient way to post multiple pics in a row.
Jeeze laweeze, thank Jeebus Creebus for undo, I accidentally deleted the intro because this darn thing has a habit of scrolling back to the start every time I copy and paste in the Compose.
So the Compose shows you a more document and preview look of the post but it's glitchy as all heck and the html editor gives you more control but at the same time your looking at nothing but text and codes and can easily loose track of you picture and such. I'm glad i'm learning this now before trying to post another article and run into the same problems.
And everytime i try to put the caption closer, i delete the picture because there is some preset buffer. Wonderful(!) Oh that. A (!) supposedly represent sarcasm. At least that's what wikipedia tells me and no i'm not going to link to it, i got enough on my plate putting these pictures in . . .
You know what, if the caption don't even work, then i wont bother for future articles. I'm the determined (read dumb) type that never gives in!!! What I'm going to do next is put in a picture from RR#1 and follow it with the popup joke i intend to put in. And wow the code for the caption below looks complicated and awful . . . you wanna see it? WOW!!! I tried to mess with the code to have it show up and damn . . . that was just . . . i'm not trying that again. I mean, look at what it did to the caption above. Imagine that horrific text but like dominating the rest of this post. No sir, i'm not doing that again.
and STOP GOING UP THERE, Freaking picture code!!!!
and now my stomach is like 'helllllooooooo feeeeed meeeee' and now i have to eat i'll be back.
Almost forgot that pic was up there! okay, on with this!!!
his idea was so bright, it consumed him
every horror poster has to have a screaming girl
Holy cow that polar bear was the most awesome thing every!! oh sorry about that, this is what i am watching while doing this:
Awesome Cosmic Polar Bear on Game Heroes podcast
He’s dead, Kurt
what the hell was that bruce lee guy in black pants during those commercials doing to those people? Oh, Game Heroes podcast again, i should close that be no.
and oh god not the Mario RPG forst maze theme, i can't help but think of that one rap song. and my ADD is so in full force.
Link to that rap song
Shooting it in the head don’t work, so any more bright ideas?
I don't even know why i'm doing this anymore . . . it's like a robot motion . . . and i want to go outside . . . before the skunks come out . . . how could Radar from MASH hold a skunk without it spraying him.
BADASS!!!
I got a weird feeling of dy-ja-voo . . . i'm to lazy to look up the proper spelling of deey-jah-vhooo . . . i'm one away now . . . blarg . . . must finish . . . computer stulling ...daggum anti-virus or cpu failing from blip video . . . must FINISH!!!
this thing is very accurate to the book’s description
These jokes are so corny that the scarecrow from the wizard of oz would guard them from crows and my ADD is really taking me over. All the energy i had like a half an hour ago just died right when i posted the second pic and got something to eat. I really don't know how to finish this failpost but i suppose i can just walk away and go outside . . . . .
oh right, almost forgot to post this!
oh you wont believe this shit, i tried to post this evil thing and the editor gives me an error message saying i can't post it because it does not recognize an html tag known as META, a tag THE COMPOSE SECTION PUT IN THE FIRST CAPTION. This has been a very interesting lesson in blogging. Pictures inserter have a mind of its own and the editor doesn't even recognize it's own coding.
I'm going to fix it, it looks nothing like how it was and walk away and man harrison ford is obsessed with his family and his wife (GH podcast, you are the bane of my attention).
that is a thing, it's called a book
Okay, so even in the 'Compose' section in the posting editor, the picture ends up at the beginning of the article. I still have to move the code because the compose section's scroller doesn't move when panning a picture. Which means i have to move the code in the html editor. At least i can still copy and paste the code where i want it.
And i just realized something, if i want to post a sequence of pictures, i would have to post the last pic first, post the sequence backwards and after the first is inserted then put in my opening monologue. Live and Learn I guess, at least i came up with a more efficient way to post multiple pics in a row.
Jeeze laweeze, thank Jeebus Creebus for undo, I accidentally deleted the intro because this darn thing has a habit of scrolling back to the start every time I copy and paste in the Compose.
So the Compose shows you a more document and preview look of the post but it's glitchy as all heck and the html editor gives you more control but at the same time your looking at nothing but text and codes and can easily loose track of you picture and such. I'm glad i'm learning this now before trying to post another article and run into the same problems.
And everytime i try to put the caption closer, i delete the picture because there is some preset buffer. Wonderful(!) Oh that. A (!) supposedly represent sarcasm. At least that's what wikipedia tells me and no i'm not going to link to it, i got enough on my plate putting these pictures in . . .
You know what, if the caption don't even work, then i wont bother for future articles. I'm the determined (read dumb) type that never gives in!!! What I'm going to do next is put in a picture from RR#1 and follow it with the popup joke i intend to put in. And wow the code for the caption below looks complicated and awful . . . you wanna see it? WOW!!! I tried to mess with the code to have it show up and damn . . . that was just . . . i'm not trying that again. I mean, look at what it did to the caption above. Imagine that horrific text but like dominating the rest of this post. No sir, i'm not doing that again.
and STOP GOING UP THERE, Freaking picture code!!!!
and now my stomach is like 'helllllooooooo feeeeed meeeee' and now i have to eat i'll be back.
Almost forgot that pic was up there! okay, on with this!!!
his idea was so bright, it consumed him
every horror poster has to have a screaming girl
Holy cow that polar bear was the most awesome thing every!! oh sorry about that, this is what i am watching while doing this:
Awesome Cosmic Polar Bear on Game Heroes podcast
He’s dead, Kurt
what the hell was that bruce lee guy in black pants during those commercials doing to those people? Oh, Game Heroes podcast again, i should close that be no.
and oh god not the Mario RPG forst maze theme, i can't help but think of that one rap song. and my ADD is so in full force.
Link to that rap song
Shooting it in the head don’t work, so any more bright ideas?
I don't even know why i'm doing this anymore . . . it's like a robot motion . . . and i want to go outside . . . before the skunks come out . . . how could Radar from MASH hold a skunk without it spraying him.
BADASS!!!
I got a weird feeling of dy-ja-voo . . . i'm to lazy to look up the proper spelling of deey-jah-vhooo . . . i'm one away now . . . blarg . . . must finish . . . computer stulling ...daggum anti-virus or cpu failing from blip video . . . must FINISH!!!
this thing is very accurate to the book’s description
These jokes are so corny that the scarecrow from the wizard of oz would guard them from crows and my ADD is really taking me over. All the energy i had like a half an hour ago just died right when i posted the second pic and got something to eat. I really don't know how to finish this failpost but i suppose i can just walk away and go outside . . . . .
oh right, almost forgot to post this!
oh you wont believe this shit, i tried to post this evil thing and the editor gives me an error message saying i can't post it because it does not recognize an html tag known as META, a tag THE COMPOSE SECTION PUT IN THE FIRST CAPTION. This has been a very interesting lesson in blogging. Pictures inserter have a mind of its own and the editor doesn't even recognize it's own coding.
I'm going to fix it, it looks nothing like how it was and walk away and man harrison ford is obsessed with his family and his wife (GH podcast, you are the bane of my attention).
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